The previous

Lets face it. Not many teachers read these blogs werry often. I have one teacher in partickular in mind... I deduct this from the lack of comments, both in the blog and at school. Seamingly, not many teachers checked or at least comented anything sence 2011-03-03 / 2011-03-11) for a very long time witch indicates that, they don't check the bloggs werry often. Nor that they check the responses on their comments that they made on these dates.

I, myself, have not written much sense I noticed this. My intress died a little when I did. Resistance is formless! And my strategy is low but to the point. The result: worse then I thought. No comments about anything, not even the old entrys. Time to play catch-up was indeed given.In short: there are not a lot of coments in this blogg. Witch I think is sad sence it, I thougt, was a way to comunicate with the teachers during this lessonless time...

Anyway... or rather meanwhile:
I have not been ilde during this time, I have continued on with all of the projects. Bought runingshoes and hit the outdoor tracks, acctualy been to the gym gym and also done the F&S-activities. For a period of time I went every day every week, save 2 days/week for resting and recovery. But I have also lost the "go" or rather this rutine, this due to (myself and) cicumstanses outside of my controll. Now I am glad if I can get 2 days/week for exercise. But I did buy runnigshoes from an expert dealer.

I have also had time to finish a whole lot of projects, even start and finsh new ones. I am pleased, not only with what I have done, but also with knowing that I can produce this amount and quality, given the chanse and time. Of corse, the circumstances cud have been better...

When it comes to makeuplessnes (makeupness) I have come to a conclution of sorts: I feel comfortable both with and without it and also: there is a time and a place for both. Dressing sassy without feels weird and puting it on to stay home also feels weird.

I have also continued with the painting project, witch in it self turned out to be as formless as any. I have explored the forless world with a camera and much more. I wont list all of them here so instead come and cheek them out at Konstfack in Sweden. They will be there until this sunday...

TrArt, GarbArt, Nart, Nort,

I am curently 4 the most part interested in what is and is not art, what can be and what can not be. And the Y...

It has been a while...

Sence my last entry, witch also is a change... I have noticed that if I "go all in" to/with something it usuarly workes out. I am accually gonna try to write less... Witch gives you, the reader, a chanse to chatch up with all my entries :)

Futher more: easter is soon behind us, and with it, loads of candy and yummy cramy food, all day, every day. Yes, I had a tendensy to "sneek-eat" candy all day, every easter-day. 30 seconds in the mouth, and 30 years on the hip... Or as that realy rich woman in that ving-comercial saied: "Att ta en extra tårt(/godis) bit och inte gå till gymmet... Ni vet vad jag menar". And beeing away for the holiday, that has been my reality. But today I acctuarly ran some hills at the "el-ljusspå-ret" forest-track. I hope to contiue outside...

I have gone for the most part makeupless...

Spur of the moment

5 hrs ago I had no plan what so ever to go to F&S, figuring that I should save my strength for this evenings activities. But at approximately 10.45 I packed my bag and headed for the bus. Normaly I wolud not have taken the bus but I wanted to catch a fitnes class. After the mid-level-class, witch realy put the S in F&S, I hit the gym. I did what I had planed but one thing: the iron bar... and I don't have a good excuse realy... I'll do better next time, I hope. I also hit the tredmil (of course). This time I tried a program "hill", let's just say that there's room for improvement...

This evening I'm kajaking in a pool...

Bosu

Yesterday I tried Bosu, witch is a ball divided in ½. Focusing on strengthening the core of the body and balance. I found it to be fun but I am sorry to say that I eant got any sore muscles today.

After the session, I hit the threadmil and ran 4 10 min (a,e 1113 sp9)

WS

Today I had my WS. It went ok. Originally the plan was 4 the whole class to go on a guided tour of the subwaysystem during school hrs. But that was to costly. I changed it in a homework-assignment - to ride the subway. Thereby I also have lots of forgiveness for those that haden’t had time to go on the free tours that are available to the public. The minimal demand for any and all participants where that they had taken a ride on the subway, or similar, in recent years.

I decided to proceed with the ws even if the original plan had to be altered. This because the core was still the same. I was also inspired by the powerconcept from Elinors workshop. Order your friends around and you'll see...

Maybe they wont fo anything, like in this case. No one went on the guided tour. The opertunieties to do so did indeed suck so I don't blame them. What I did not count on was that they got so "snowed-in" on the art-part of the assigment, in the discussion. What I had planed was a discussion about the non-paces that we pass every day, such as the subway. And about how often we stop and look at the artwork? Or just to watch the stream of people? Or even think about it? I had hoped that they would now had done that - participated in something that opposed the “normal” movement and “culture” in the subwaysystem, to move in to a train a.s.p. I had hoped that they not only had seen the free art but also the entropy and felt the pulse.

The bace, heart, what I wanted to point out and show was the same as my foucus during this semester: that even what we think is not art, can be art. To me, what we participate in when we ride the subway is both pulse and entropic (and a bit low/basic,).

The pulse to me is the waves of people that flow into and out of the trains, the trains themselves and the high and low in rush-hrs and non-rush-hrs. Much like the human pulse, witch also has a work phase and a rest – both when it comes to the pulse itself and rest/high activity… Our pulse is the pulse within the pulse.

The entropy that I see is much like the antwars on the TV. It looks very much the same but it never is. It is not possible to redo/copy or undo, to much has changed, you are older, your shoes a bit more torn, your hart does not beat the same, it is not the same people there, u step in different places, it is a different train witch stops a millimeter from where the last one was. Your thought pattern is not the same. People are mixed and can never be the same again. The molecules has all moved - changed. It happens once this way, then never again…

(I find it to be low cause it is treated as such. I find it to be basic cause it is. Filthy.)

After de (the) discussion, witch originally was planed to take place after the guided tour with what was left of the 3 hrs of the WS witch would not have been much. I had a second activity planed. I sent them out and about go collect 4-5 individually hand drawn world maps. They encurraged to get someone else to do it but they could also do one themselvs.

“Everybody” knows what the world looks like. But do they realy? Maybe the conception of the outlining of the continents are as formless as any… To recognize the world map is, I think, easier then actually reproducing it. But how can something so static, be so dynamic (assumption). Countries change quite often but the continents stay (much) the same. Yet, as the result showed whole contients, countries, coud get missplaced or even forgotten. Don't laugh untill you have tried it yourself. The result is now on display in A4.

But then what is knowledge? Is knowledge formless or just dynamic, theoretic or a perception, un opinion. What is true? What is real? A fealing? A idea? If the ideaworld is the closest to truth that the simple human mind can come, then wtf does the world look like?

F S S

On f-day I left 4 another trainingcamp. It was not as tuff as the fist one, they where presst for time so they were quite lenient on us and my feet thanks them. Even so, I must ceep pushing my self at the gym. But not today, however, rest is also important for the welfare of the body - or so I've heard...

Just back

Yes, realy. Back from "lunchgympa" and to spice it up a bit I went there (to the gym) and ran for like 10 minutes. (a, e < a b 1 3). Needless to say, I was warm when lunchgympan began...

I am doing and noting a lot here on the blogg, when it comes to this project, but let's not forget that I also have other projects on the side, that are equally important to me. I am simply werry stressed.

Just back

No, not realy, I got back 2 hrs ago, from Box 80, on F&S. It was fun, reliving my earlyer boxing experience. I'll shall return... Oh, and also, after that class I took a spinn on the treadmill. Kmin H,A

The way they are planed...

Things don't always go the way they are planed... Maybe one (I) should not have so many planes... But I am gonna ceep trying...

I hope that was cryptic enough ;)